Friday, July 3, 2009

Her Invasion Is My Obsession


I just can't sleep she is in my dreams now !
No sleep for 2 nights, I need to end this, I need to say good bye.
I need to find her grave, I need closure.
It seems like a haunting of sorts, her invasion is now my new obsession, I need to end this!
Rest In Peace Renee`
And as always, thanks for listening!

10 comments:

Indigo said...

I just read the post before this one. My dear friend there is no end for a love that has buried itself within your heart. Remember her fondly. If you need to write a letter to her. No, she won't ever read the words per say. However she will hear them from your heart. (Hugs)Indigo

Joann said...

I really like Indigo's idea.... and I don't think that finding her gravesite is a bad idea either. Whatever you feel you need to do for closure would be good. I hope everything is better for you very soon, my friend.

Terri said...

(((((((John))))))))))

I believe going to the cemetery would give you the closure you seek...and would give you peace...please know you are in my thoughts..

Hugs
Terri

Jimmy's Journal said...

Do what you have to do, John. It won't be over until it's over in your mind and heart.

Jimmy

Tabby said...

I wish I could give you a big hug and take away your hurt my friend.

Paula said...

Would it be possible for you to find the gravesite and go there? Like the other opinions, maybe it would help. I'm thinking of you.

salemslot9 said...

I'm guessing
your Deb is cool
with this...

Linda's World said...

I think most of us have the memories in our minds & heart of our first true love. Mine lives just a few miles from me. I've loved that man for over 45 years. I know he cares for me too. BUT, it was never meant for us to be together, forever. I understand your feelings...I'm glad that Debbie understands. Write her a letter ~ tear it into little pieces & toss it towards heaven. Take care.....Linda in sunny & warm Washington state

Kattytrick said...

Oh Johnny G, I like Indigo, flipped back to re-read your prior post and then this one again. Gosh, how eliquient you are. What a beautifully bitter-sweet tribute to your first love! One that I'm thinking Debbie knows set the templet for your vast ability to love so deep and profoundly, for which she has become the ultimate recipiant...Smart woman, lucky woman, intuitive woman, I'm thinking...As for the graveside thing, I agree with the majority, GO!... Renee may you rest in pease, Johnny G, may you find the pease you seek. As always, you & Debbie are in my prayers.

Woody said...

Man's gotta do what a Man's gotta do!! First Loves never die, you always have the memories!!!

take care!!!