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In the depths of my mind I replay 9-14-08 and now I realize that it did not matter how fast the ambulance came, nor how much cpr we did it was just her time or was it?
I mean did I do right thing by taking her off of life support?
Did I give her a fighting chance?

My mind has been tortured for almost 2 months now and personally friends I need to kill that pain , How? I don't know yet but it ain't getting better in my head.