Saturday #3's

On your journal or mine write 3 words that describes whats going on or how you feel.
my 3 words are......
Ordering medicines today.

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Thank You's And Other Things

My sincerest graditude and Many thank you's go out to Linda In Wa. and Joann in Ca. for their lovely sympathy cards that warmed my heart. Thank you so much Ladies!
I've been worried about the hospital bills for nothing, the mother in law called and said that they are getting taken care of that all I got to do is find is my Debbie's birth certificate, social security card and picture ID,
Thanks Ma!
And many thanks to all of you out there for your prayers for Debbie & I and warm wishes, God Bless All Of You Dear Friends!
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My Never By Blue October

Lyrics | Blue October lyrics

When It Rains It Pours

Last month my computer went down, well more then down, the motherboard is fried and I still owe $300.00 on it.
I owe about $1300.00 for my doctor bills plus $8000.00 for Debbie's burial, now her doctor bills are coming in plus her hospital bill, so far for her around $23,000.00, if my math adds up right that comes to $32,600.00.
Now where in the hell am I suppose to get this dough?
I barely have enough to bury her.
I'm barley hanging in there with just the regular bills!
What's next?
Bring it on !

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MRE'S Are They Good?

Are MRE'S good?
Back in the 80's they were made by the Ralston Purina Co.
And everything the government bids out it is made by the lowest bidder!
They have a shelf life of ten years if they don't freeze!

The first Mre's I had were Dehydrated bland cardboard tasting pucks you had to add water to, they were alright if you were hungry and one step on the food chain above bugs!
But over the years they got better and put together by different plants in the USA.
Hell I remember eating stir fry before I got out!
Mre's Are high in calories for the fighting man to burn, but can make you constipated due to lack of fiber content.
If I remember right, I think they have veggie mres for the guys that don't eat meat and also kosher for those that need it.
Later on in the years they add a heater you just added water to, it heated up your food nicely on a cold day.
The soul purpose for a mre is for the soldier on the move, he can carry his food with him, his fast food, Meals Ready to Eat AkA. MRE'S.

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What's For Dinner?

Man can not live on Frozen food Alone!

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Emptiness And Pain

I can think of younger days when living for my life
Was everything a man could want to do.
I could never see tomorrow, but I was never told about the sorrow.

And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes the world go round?
How can you mend this broken man?
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart and let me live again.

I can still feel the breeze that rustles through the trees
And misty memories of days gone by
We could never see tomorrow, noone said a word about the sorrow.

And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes the world go round?
How can you mend this broken man?
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart and let me live again.

Debbie when you left me you unknowingly took my heart with you and rightly so because it belonged to you.
I can never love another and there is no mending this broken heart of mine.
My heart will always be broken until I'm in your loving arms again my darling.
Debbie I love you so much doll , you were my everything, my heart and soul.
Love always
John