Wednesday, July 1, 2009

I Just Can't Get Her Off My Mind And Depression Sets In

I was talking to My cousin yesterday,we were reminiscing of days of yore, Kids we hung with, Kids we partied with, yep our fun days.
I asked my cousin about my first true love, Renee` Thomas, He told me that she died a few years ago from a brain aneurysm,that hit me like a ton of bricks, the depression has settled in now and I can't get her out of my head!
I loved this chick and I guess the love for her never died.
I met her when I was 17 she was 15 we hit it off well and started dating.
Distance kept us apart on the week days but come the weekend if I could not hussle a ride ,I would walk the 11 miles to go see her and slept at my Aunts a few miles down the road.
God I loved her, her beautiful blond hair, her smell , her beautiful blue eyes, I can still see her in my mind as if it were yesterday.
God I miss her.
When I got home from basic training and AIT we were supposed to plan our wedding but when I got home it seemed that my life changed so much, I lost friends due to their silliness including her, it seemed that I did a whole lot of growing up and nobody kept up with me.
We broke up, on again off again relationship did not work out.
We always said we have each other in our hearts when we broke up.
I can't believe she is gone!
I'm not writting this behind my Debbies back, she knows what's going on, I tell her everything and I love my Debbie very much and would not hurt her in anyway.
I just did not realize how much love I had for her in my heart.
RIP Renee`

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Can You Feel The Love?

Debbie was bitching at me about cleaning up after my self and threatened to throw me out,her words were " I'd throw you the hell out but the only place that would take you would have you put to sleep within 5 days!"
Can you feel the freakin' love here?

And remember...
Laissez les bon temps rouler!
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I Gots To Know

Certain things keep me up at night and this night it is Olivia Newton John.

I first seen this blond Goddess in the movies, the summer of 1978,the movie was Grease.

This Poster had every teenage boy, including me,had our hormones raging!

I was in Love, hell My Acne even cleared up that summer!

Well heres whats keeping me up tonight.....

Her long time boy friend Patrick Mc Dermott went missing on June 30,2005: lost at sea in a fishing accident.

Did they ever find his body?

And what is Olivia Doing Now?

And as always, thanks for listening!